I have decided not to have the stem cell transplant. I have let the hospital know and I will have my Groshong line removed on Friday. That makes it pretty final. There are some worries, as always, but I am feeling very confident. The fact that the scan was comepletely clear very much influenced this decision and also makes a lot easier to tell people it's all over without going into detail about not having SCT - I think they just pressume it's no longer required by the hospital. I'm certainly not going to worry them with the ins and outs of it all.
My homeopathy has started, which isn't so many pills as I had imagined. I have also just booked a trip to Spain. On my own for 2 weeks so I can eat, think, read, and walk health. If that doesn't focus me I don't know what will. There'll be nothing else to do but focus!
Even if it doesn't work out this time my stem cells are banked and ready to go; but that's not going to happen.
On a lighter note, my hair has started to grow back and checking myself out in the mirror today I noticed two grey hairs. I was hoping they would not return, but alas it seems they have; well, I am nearing my thirties!
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