God of sleep.

T+7 and the past few days have been agony. My throat has been incredibly painfull to the point where I can't drink. It feels like razor blades in my chest. I have been on a hydration drip for days on end and today the pain became so unbearable that I am now on morphine. There is a needle under the skin on my belly with a tube that connects to a battery operated unit that injects a small amount of morphine every few minutes. Pretty good really. My pain has subsided. I should hopefully improve now anyway as this must be the lowest point with only improvement from here on in.