Thursday, February 15, 2007

mini-BEAM eve

Provinded everything goes OK at the clinic today I will be going into hospital tomorrow to start the chemo. I am feeling fairly good, although still some stomach troubles. I was thinking of delaying until next Wednesday but decdied I need to get on with it. Mainly because I think some of my stomach issues are kidneys aching. I have been having nightsweats, although mild, are a sign of the disease.

I have always responded extremely well to chemo and expect to be in remission by the end of the week. That means I won't have cancer attacking me anymore. I will then be able to fully recover and build my body weight up without it being attacked by the dis-ease. Of course, when I say remission, it isn't actually remission in the true sense. I will still need to have more chemo to make sure every last cancer cell is gone. But the dis-ease will be so 'hit' that it won't be attacking and will be lying dormant therefore allowing me to get better physically. And I need it, looking in the mirror is still a shock.

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