Just a week ago I was wondering where this blog was going to go now that I was better. It can now continue right where it left off. For the past three nights I have had nightsweats and I am pretty sure that the cancer is back.
I am going to go to the hospital today and give them the news and then I'm guessing I will be straight in for the stem cell transplant; the very thing I decided not to have just 3 months ago. Dr. Johnson advised me strongly to go for it and I didn't. He said that after this there was no protocol since it would be such a development in the cancer. As we already have the stem cells he stated that we would most likely go with the SCT and hope for the best.
I'm not sure how I feel. Until I go to the hospital and speak to them about it and have some sort of regime determined it feels like a dream, a bad one. I just feel numb.
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