Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Just a few thoughts whilst in here.

I’ve been in three days now and things are going ok. Chemo does make me very tired but I got a very good nights sleep last night and am hoping for the saem tonight. I have had a torrent of visiters which is always very nice. Thanks.

The water retension, just like last time has started to set it. I’ve told the nurses about it some hopefully this time something can be done about it before it really takes over. Last time it took a good week once out of hospital to clear. Some diuretics, and otherwise prune juice should do the trick.

Whilst being in here I dream of doing very simple things. I really feel like going to play pool. Going on a weekend camping trip with friends. Over the past year I’ve noticed I’ve become much less materialistic. I appreciate the little things in life. The things that mean something. I’ve realised that things we buy are just ‘things’. Yes, they’re good and are fun but they are just things. When I dropped a pile of CDs onto my brand new laptop keyboard and broke the keys I just wasn’t that bothered. In the past I would have had that sinking feeling in my stomach but this time it was nothing. Annoyance, that’s all, and good. It’s fixed now and it didn’t cost a thing. Nothing to worry about. The suns out; I want out of here.

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